Why compete??

[mourningme]

I don't look down on people who weren't abused in childhood, I envy them a bit to be honest, and find them fascinating. They're like unicorns to me, something precious and rare: cptsd that may still have a sense of self that was once cptsd-less! I wish I could get a glimpse of that. A sense of self that's 100% cptsd-free is too alien to me, I wouldn't be able to understand it at all,