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Title: Need to not feel alone... Like everyone, right?
Post by: Cheesy on October 10, 2024, 12:26:22 AM
Hi there! I'm looking forward to connecting with this community. My biggest challenge is loneliness and not seeming to be able to forge meaningful connections in real life. I assume I am not alone.

I grew up with one alcoholic parent and another high control religious parent. I was bullied by students and teachers in public school and was terrified that anyone would discover my secret, that I was gay (though I refused to apply that word to myself until i was in my twenties).

I've struggled for decades from the effects of various traumas, in all aspects of my life: career, education, socializing, and relationships. I've been in trauma therapy for almost two years now. I feel some improvement, mostly in emerging from debilitating depression.

I laugh all the time to cope. I honestly think it has saved me in many ways. I'm always trying to find something funny to laugh about.

:heythere:
Title: Re: Need to not feel alone... Like everyone, right?
Post by: Blueberry on October 10, 2024, 10:27:41 AM
Welcome to the forum Cheesy :heythere:

Correct, you are not alone here with loneliness.

This forum is a really supportive place. I hope you soon feel the support.
Title: Re: Need to not feel alone... Like everyone, right?
Post by: NarcKiddo on October 10, 2024, 11:38:25 AM
Hello, and welcome. I'm glad you found us.

I also use humour to cope.
Title: Re: Need to not feel alone... Like everyone, right?
Post by: Papa Coco on October 10, 2024, 07:19:22 PM
Cheesy,

A very warm welcome to the forum.  :heythere:

I resonate with your struggles at school and with the life-or-death secret that you had to keep.

I'm glad you found us and I hope you find the friendships and support you are looking for here.
Title: Re: Need to not feel alone... Like everyone, right?
Post by: Cheesy on October 11, 2024, 10:38:01 AM
Thank you all for the warm welcome!