I'm an 18 y.o. transgender male from the UK, I have autism and anorexia and I'm unemployed and live off universal credit, I am dependent on cigarettes weed internet and caffeine, I've got very low self-esteem, and I have CPTSD due to a very chaotic traumatic upbringing.
My autistic special interests are mostly drugs and personality typology. And calories.
Geckoskittleszx,
Welcome to the forum. I'm sorry to hear of the chaotically traumatic upbringing you had to endure. I have a son who is on the autism spectrum and I know how chaos was very difficult for him. He wanted order and personal control. This world seldom gives us those two things, so he struggled a lot with it all.
I hope the forum here helps you to find some stable connections to others who know what it feels like to be in this world as a person with CPTSD.
geckoskittlezx7900338,
Welcome here!