There's a type of professional work I do that always leads to self-harm. So i'm not doing any of it atm. Taking a quite long break in fact. There are all sorts of subtypes to this type of work. One of them I've longed to do for a long time, but it's badly paid and it's difficult to get into and :blahblahblah: and also there's this self-harm problem on top of it.
There's something I wanted to buy my godson for his birthday but I can't because it doesn't exist in that form, so I have to make it for him, by doing this type of work. I've been working on it now for well over an hour: no self-harm, not even impulse to self-harm. I've also been working away busy as a beaver and concentrating well. Beyond that, I've actually been enjoying doing the work, the creativity of it! :) Most subtypes I have done up to now don't involve much creativity. This is huge. :cheer:
Woot woot!! :cheer: Well done, Blueberry! That is incredibly good news!
Way to go!
:fireworks: :fireworks: