This morning i am laying in bed ...my usual anxious mind, fretting over life things, obsessing over being in control and then i remember to 'let go' let the universal energy be here and for me to just lay here in this now with the heart beat. And then it happened, this warm warm love in my heart, what is that feeling why it is a love spreading deep within me for myself. A dropping away of feeling lonely, thinking about loss and my attachment difficulties and a feeling of no one being able to give me 'this'. This is my gift to myself that i have the ability to look with sweet and warm endearment and put my mind to my heart with a smile. Im going through a healing of being more contained within myself , some better boundaries coming and more contentment being me... Just for today it feels good. My i keep integrating and who knows maybe just maybe more healthier relationships will come .....
Fantastic post thanks for sharing Boatsetsailrose :)