Out of the Storm

Development of CPTSD in Adulthood => Causes => Emotional Abuse => Topic started by: Tee on November 22, 2020, 06:29:40 AM

Title: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Tee on November 22, 2020, 06:29:40 AM
Struck by emotions lost to myself
Trying to find a way to comfort
The brokenhearted little one
How do you comfort your own broken heart

Split by the horror to hold each piece
Some stuck in the dark unable to fight
The littlest holds the darkest core
I was unloved unwanted and lost before I begun

To speak to a hurting broken part
How do I fix it when the feeling is out of reach
Pushing away the hurt and the pain
Breaking my heart for the little inside

So lost without words and proper emotions
Broken in pieces by memories realing
Knowing my life is just smoke and mirrors
Hiding the hurt behind the fake smile

How can I look at my littlest broken part
The one holding the core of all the self doubt
Wondering if there is anything I can do
To bring comfort or healing to take a step forward

Broken from the inner core through my whole being
Trying hard to find away to start being ok
With being seen and heard and find a way to feel
Start to feel without drowning so I can help little heal
Title: Re: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Hope67 on November 22, 2020, 08:29:00 AM
Hi Tee,
Your poem is really touching emotionally for me.  You've described so many things in your poem that I relate to.  Sending love and support and comfort to you and your Littles  :hug: :hug:  Extra special care for your littlest broken part who holds so much self-doubt. 
:hug:
Hope  :)
Title: Re: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Tee on November 22, 2020, 02:18:20 PM
 :hug: I'm glad I'm not alone hope. I'm sorry that you feel the same though it really sucks.  Thanks for all of your comfort and support it means the world to me. :hug:
Title: Re: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Violet Magenta on November 24, 2020, 04:42:36 PM
Hi Tee, I also found your poem very touching. It felt very familiar, as I'm also trying to reach the "littlest broken part, The one holding the core of all the self doubt." Sending a hug if that's okay  :hug:

Viola
Title: Re: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Tee on November 24, 2020, 10:57:38 PM
 :hug: thanks
Title: Re: Broken into pieces not sure how to feel TW----
Post by: Not Alone on November 29, 2020, 04:22:22 AM
 :grouphug: