Out of the Storm

Treatment & Self-Help => Self-Help & Recovery => General Discussion => Topic started by: Jdog on September 05, 2016, 05:00:46 PM

Title: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 05, 2016, 05:00:46 PM
While I was on my morning run, I realized that I feel entirely differently about myself and my surroundings than I have ever felt before.  There is more of a sense of spaciousness, room to grow, and more self acceptance and positive energy than in the past.  After all of the work I have done on myself over the past 4 years, it is a glorious realization.

Recovery happens!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: woodsgnome on September 05, 2016, 05:40:03 PM
 Congrats!!!

:thumbup:   :cheer:  Here's to Spaciousness and Bright Vistas... :yeahthat:

   
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Three Roses on September 05, 2016, 06:22:16 PM
So happy to hear! Well done, you!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: C. on September 05, 2016, 07:18:33 PM
I have been having those moments lately too.  It's so invigorating.  I am so very happy for you and thanks for sharing it here so that we can celebrate together.

:applause: :applause: :applause: :applause: :applause: :applause: :applause:
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 05, 2016, 07:32:54 PM
Thank you for the acknowledgement, everyone.  It is good to share the brighter moments!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: sanmagic7 on September 05, 2016, 11:28:09 PM
yay! for everyone who is feeling better about being.  what an accomplishment!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: theaquarist on September 06, 2016, 12:25:29 AM
I can feel your happiness through your words. The light inside will only get brighter as you cherish it. Hank you for spreading your excitement and joy. I have been feeling better than in years as well. Many hugs!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 06, 2016, 12:55:13 AM
So glad that you are feeling better also!!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Sandstone on September 06, 2016, 08:55:45 AM
I am happy for you  :cheer:
Seems a few of us are feeling a change for the better. Long may it continue.
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 06, 2016, 10:54:48 AM
Long may it continue, and let us keep in mind that all emotional states are in constant flux.  But may we remain as grounded as possible and know that we will thrive no matter where we find ourselves in our healing journey.

Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: theaquarist on September 06, 2016, 06:04:58 PM
Quotewe will thrive no matter where we find ourselves in our healing journey

This could be my tagline for my posts: Progress is not linear!;
Growth is never linear;
Healing is not linear.

Thinking of you all - hugs
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: C. on September 08, 2016, 04:42:32 PM
yes to everything here.  so much wisdom and insight.  thank you.  i want a face that represents peace and serenity...but my daughter and i agreed maybe that's everything.  it's on the inside, not out, so hard to draw...wishing you all a great day and thanks again.
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Ren on September 11, 2016, 12:10:29 AM
Do you think it is the exercise that is contributing to your healing C ?
I find I am so much more "together" after a good long walk - particularly by the sea if I can get there.
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: C. on September 14, 2016, 12:00:06 PM
Yes i think execise is a part of it for me.  Good point.  It contribures to that "feeling" of recovery.
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 15, 2016, 11:21:48 AM
Yesterday, I had the privledge of sitting throu a two hour after-work meeting run by a woman who has all of the charm of a prison matron and who was heaping gloom and doom scenarios about the future of the Academy which I co-lead at my school.  Although I appreciate that we have much work to do to achieve real success and that things in the past have been handled poorly, I did not use this opportunity to second-guess my own competencies or come away ready to quit.  I attribute this resiliency entirely to my cptsd recovery efforts. 

Still a "work in progress" but not going backwards (and yes, I realize that healing is not linear as has often been mentioned).
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Dutch Uncle on September 15, 2016, 12:49:51 PM
Quote from: Jdog on September 15, 2016, 11:21:48 AM
I did not use this opportunity to second-guess my own competencies or come away ready to quit.  I attribute this resiliency entirely to my cptsd recovery efforts.
Awesome. Well done and what a wonderful pay-off for your efforts.

Quote from: Jdog on September 15, 2016, 11:21:48 AM
all of the charm of a prison matron
;D
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 15, 2016, 11:38:45 PM
Thanks for the kudos, Dutch, and glad you enjoyed the little poke at the nasty lady.
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: movementforthebetter on September 20, 2016, 09:01:58 PM
Hi Jdog, that is wonderful to hear. Congrats on your awareness and progress!
Title: Re: Brand new groove
Post by: Jdog on September 21, 2016, 01:26:48 AM
Thanks.  It's hard work every day, but it does pay off.  Keep going!!