Sometimes when my parent does something scary (e.g. manipulate) I get extremely scared of them.
Afterwards I feel very guilty. Towards them. And towards God. I feel like a horrible person.
It is difficult to see them as a person who did something mildly abusive. I'm just terrified and then shameful. Switching from one extreme to another.
Does anyone do this?
Afterwards I feel very guilty. Towards them. And towards God. I feel like a horrible person.
It is difficult to see them as a person who did something mildly abusive. I'm just terrified and then shameful. Switching from one extreme to another.
Does anyone do this?