Quote from: Badmemories on November 10, 2014, 10:24:23 AM
like tea parties? That is so funny... when I was active on eBay I bought several children's tea sets! I packed them away in My house somewhere not sure where! I did research and find a old doll that I'd had as a kid I bought that too! It sits on the shelve in My living room,
I have always had a problem with playing with the gd's and also with My children... when they ask me to play with them I always turn them down. I do not know why I do not like to play with them..I feel silly,... I am going to try and think about that!
OMG!!! This made me remember something! In my 20s and early 30s, I was depressed a lot and felt like a failure for not having a family (I never had kids). But you saying how you felt uncomfortable playing with them--that made me remember how I wouldn't even go into a toy store at the mall with my boyfriend who wanted to go in and look at stuff. I totally didn't understand why. I was completely out of touch that I had an inner child at that time, and since we didn't have kids, i (logically) didn't see any reason for us to go in there. But you know what? It was more than that--it wasn't just logical, I had an AVERSION to it. Now I think it was partly that I might start crying from the jealousy I had over not having kids, but I also see maybe it was that I was NOT going to let Little Pammy wake up by doing something she might like (not knowing she even existed at the time). IDK, it's confusing, but really weird! I forgot I even used to have that aversion!
After I discovered the Inner Children, I have bought a lot of toys for them. Like you, BadMemories, i got a specific book on ebay that I remember having--a big red storyland book that has fairytales and Disney stories in it. It was actually from the 1970s too, old, but in good condition. Then i also used to subscribe to Highlights Magazine for Children so I bought 6 copies of those too--ones I probably actually had from the early 70s. I say I am going to use the pages for decoupaging projects.....once I get good at decoupaging, that is. That way they won't just get recycled into the garbage.