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thank you NK and sanmagic,  Things have been good,  I have been sleeping better,  I still have days where i get depressed,   maybe that is normal.   just trying to be happy

Thank you everyone,   It has been confusing lately,   I feel normal,  I had several drinks saturday night,  but nothing bad happend.  I still get a little depressed and lonely  but i have been working through that.  i hope this can keep going

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

welcome Kevin,  congratulations on the new job!  it's not easy,  but I like to look at it as if we try and do not succeed ,  we didn't fail,  we only fail if we didnt try.  I am an aries,  and i go after things,  and I do not always succeed.  might not make sense,  but at leaast you are out there going after the things you want. 

Hi Goslash,  I use to do the same,  sometimes i still do,  i totally understand using it to survive,  but i know armee is right.   I hope you can find peace,  you deserve it

Things have been mostly good.  I started therapy again with a new therapist.  I don't get to see her often enough,  but it is better than nothing.  I am trying to keep positive,  and it works most of the time.  I still get some depression,  but I have been able to avoid drinking when depressed.  Some days I am fine being alone,  and sometimes it hurts,  leaving me feel un accepted.  I talke with my therapist a little about that. 

Thank you both !!

I appreciate all of you !
  I am doing good,   went to the gym today.   I haven't been drinking much,  and feel good.   I would like to try sleeping pills again,  haven't been sleeping well,   i think it will be ok as long as i don't over drink....

thank you chart and NC ,

my neighbor took his own life about a month ago,   estate sale was last weekend,  it was really depressing watching everyone go through his stuff,   kind of an eye opener,