I have been on the journey to the new me for about 6 years after finally cracking one day - with the hypervigilance I slept about 15 minutes every 3 days. The road was super rough at first but I was blessed to have great people around me. For the last year I've continued to use my tools and deal with stress better than ever but I have been swamped with depression. I don't want to spend another year this way. I think the Klonopin has turned me into a zombie who can't feel joy anymore and it's dragging me down. I want to get off the clonopin and I am so scared that the anxiety will be overwhelming and that I will be angry all the time. Anyone's insights on which drugs work for you would be so appreciated.
I'm not a complainer - I'm sure you all understand the consequences of sticking out - and everyone around me always thinks I'm fine. I'm not but I want to be.
I'm not a complainer - I'm sure you all understand the consequences of sticking out - and everyone around me always thinks I'm fine. I'm not but I want to be.