Hi! I'm Lucy. I was raised by a malignant narcissist, borderline mother and a covert narcissist enabling father. Quite a mess. I'm now 54 and just can't take anymore and have gone no contact. I married a man very much like my father who constantly endangered me. My father wasn't so much abusive as my mother who liked to see me suffer. He simply would stay away at work or travel. He knew what was going on but sacrificed me to stay in his trauma bonded relationship. Cps would come around constantly but back then parents had the right to be present so I learned to lie to protect them. As an adult I was able to achieve some success and started helping them financially trying to get some positive reinforcement. They didn't abuse me those years but when they bled me dry they were right back to the old dynamic.
I'm currently working on strengthening my identity, finding safe relationships, learning to have fun, strengthening boundaries.
I'm currently working on strengthening my identity, finding safe relationships, learning to have fun, strengthening boundaries.