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#1
My reason for being here is because I struggle with anxiety that I think is related to my childhood trauma.

I am no contact with my FOO because of verbal and emotional abuse. Certain members have been physically abusive and sexually abusive.

My living situation is not ideal and I have had to deal with a strange situation that was caused by a previous superintendent, due to how he smeared me to his friends.

I don't like talking about some of the neighbours but some of them are AWFUL.  One, who I thankfully don't see anymore, actually tried to accuse me of breaking into her car. What triggered her was I walked past her car with my cat on a leash. I'm about the last person who would steal something. My neighbour laid their hands on me and really tried to provoke the situation.

No one takes them seriously but I don't think some of my neighbours are rational people and are actually dangerous.

I am not exactly safe living here- that is the bottom line. I am trying to keep myself safe but feel there may come a time I'll need to leave. I'm trying not to catastrophize.
#2
My story spans a lifetime and is complex.

I struggle daily with anxiety and just don't have any other label that defines me.

I was diagnosed with ptsd at one point. I have had other diagnoses that never stuck.

I'm here. And I am trying to build a life worth living.