If I'm up a height and feeling particularly insecure / frustrated / pissed off then I would read something I wrote myself hearing an ugly voice in my head I know my voice doesn't actually sound like that but I'm just really worried about what vibes I give off to others I'm constantly imagining images and relevant text/speech/sayings and goings-on in my head that trigger certain emotions (either funny scenarios, or just really uncomfortable awkward stuff that makes me cringe and makes me grimace) I can't think straight at all I worry I'm an ugly embarrassing undesirable personality typology and not a one I subjectively deem "cooler" for a lack of better term.
I worry that people think my way of speaking / writing (using vocabulary) comes across as more feminine than masculine.
I worry that people think my way of speaking / writing (using vocabulary) comes across as more feminine than masculine.