I've written 5 drafts of this introduction.
Whatever I write, my brain tells me that it's going to come across wrong and I'm going to get kicked off the board. That will be the fifth major social rejection in the last six months, and that would just be too much, so I'm just going to leave it like this and hope nothing terrible happens.
Now this feels wrong too. I have said everything I feel safe to say, but I haven't really said anything at all.
Please don't respond to this post.