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I can try but they always win...i have called hotlines...its sad bc i don't think people realize the gravity of it...the cops were called and they didnt help much...my body is breaking down and my boxer dog is in horrid shape...my old therapist knows and she hates what they did to me but fired them...my room i believe its bed bugs but my dad aka D* says in delusional...i just try to fix the room again to see if i could do it...ive worked on it for three months and i can't handle it anymore...i guess i will take my disability money and live from my car and camping gear so bella is happy in the morning.

Do we have rights as victims of violence and disabled to complex ptsd. The cops came due to an emergency my father well D* flipped out on me and said i was crazy and he blamed me for existing. I don't know what to do at this point. I receive only 849 a month. I need to figure out a way to survive and get out. My health is so bad I see floaters in my eyes like sparks, my cognitive abilities are horrid, and i never got help when i should have. Does anyone know about rights and help....

My dad flipped out and called me delusional and blames me for everything. At this point I have heard it all and its causing my health to suffer extremely bad consequences. I have no way out I feel. My cognitive functioning is disabled so bad from the chronic abuse. My complex ptsd has taken over completely. I can't disassociate or have hope. I realize that i got to get out and find a way soon or i don't have any chance.

I can't leave my boxer dog behind and they are basically setting me up to the point of no options. I have to be silent in my room

I am 34 years old and had to move back in with my parents last summer. I lost everything due to intent to kill, kidnapping and torture from my ex. I lost all my savings, my job, my health, and recovery was horrid. Now I have been living with my parents and the abuse has escalated so bad in the past three months. I have lost 40 pounds, I can't sleep, I can't eat, and they basically are loving the fact they can do this to me. I am on disability because the idea was to go back to school for another degree. The thing is I'm scared I am physically going to not make it here.

I have complex PTSD. I moved in with my parents last year. They have emotional abused me and physiologically abused me to the point where now I'm past exhausted and worn thin. They don't care and sometimes I feel they hope I die. I am a survivor of intent to kill and kidnapping in 2011. I was diagnosed in 2012. They told my doctors I was okay here but a lot has happened. Now my boxer dog has gotten fleas from their yard over and over. They even one point told me they weren't there. I also had my mom look at me saying she was going to call the hospital and say I was a threat to her. Because I was crying and saying over and over I didn't want to die from exhaustion and abuse. I have never been so worried about my environment and scared for my life and health.