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I feel you. I literally woke up one day and found nm had turned everyone against me en masse. That was some time ago now. I am mostly angry with them now and also sure I don't want to be involved in that web of deciet in which I am always fated to play the fly. The pain eases. I am sorry for your loss also. I hope you can find some happiness in your life now. 😃

Hi! I am still recovering and I guess I always will be but I have come off of half of my meds and lost one hundred pounds. I got the he'll out of dodge basically. I also quit drinking booze and pop. I got a therapist I liked, right now am having a cbt based trauma treatment. I just decided I was done being everyone's doormat and directed some of the energy I used to put into hating myself into improving myself. Different things work for everyone. My bipolar is tricky to handle with the C ptsd and I have found I simply cannot have any drug or stimulant not prescribed. Not even processed sugar. This seems to keep me on a level. I hope you keep posting. I like the way you write and don't care how much you weigh. On forum nobody can see you anyway!

I am also from the UK. Currently in therapy. I also have bipolar so my mood can really be all over! I am also new, this is my first post.