Hi I was diagnosed with CPTSD IN 2013 due to childhood I don't sleep to avoid nightmares,I have flashbacks 10-20 per day , I don't look after myself i.e. Wash,shower etc for the past year my mobility has been diterating I have constant pain in left leg, I have tremors,I self harm,this CPTSD is not only taken over my life it's now having a effect on my mobility my life is just going from worse to even more worse I can't get any help I want to commit suicid every day but I'm guarded 24 hours a day due to my partner/ Carer who has looked after me since I was 15 because I have took many overdoses and ended up in hospital I feel I'm a waste of a life I never enjoy life like others