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  Thanks for sharing! Very good app! 

Babygirl,  I know we have been distant for some time and Im truly sorry for this. I know you dont completely understand what I am going through but I truly want to help with that. I've tried talking to you numerous times but you never seem to listen or want to listen. This hurts me terribly because Im going through so much and I need you the most. I've not only had the pleasure of being your mom and you being my daughter but we have been best friends for 21 yrs. I know your life is super busy right now but can you sit down for a minute and listen? I dont want to tell you sad things nor do I want to bring you any pain but I really want you to understand what I am going through in hopes that you will spend time with me again and not fear my diagnoses. I decided to write this because I've tried everything else to get your attention but all have failed. Wont you sit with me for a while and get to know me again. I love you with every piece of my soul and I miss you so very much. Love Mom!

Hi All, Im new! I just found this website and forum and Im so glad I did. In 2007 i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and about two weeks ago I was diagnosed with ptsd. Since then I've done alot of research on this and have come to realize that I have complex ptsd. My therapist says he feels that i was misdiagnosed (by different therapist). I agree with him as I never felt I totally fit the criteria of BD but more of ptsd. After speaking with my therapist, I was informed that he nor any one in his office specializes in CPTSD and I would need to find one to begin treatment. Since then I have been doing more research and can not find anyone local. Im at a lose as the city is an hour drive and im unable to make that long of a drive due to my anxiety and panic attacks. My husband works 12 days on and then gets two days off and thats only on the weekend that he has off. I dont know what to do. Some days I feel im holding on by a string. I really want treatment but cant find help.