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Hello unknown,

Your story is raw and telling. You are a strong woman and a courageous one to tell your story. I understand the brutality of such violent acts. It happened to my mother, and as a child you're so helpless when you have to watch it. So the feeling of thinking that there is no hope strikingly arises without a sound. There is hope unknown. it lives in you. And you have already demonstrated that here. And those like myself are your reminder. 

Hello,

Part of the experience that i have had with cptsd is not being able to be my truth or to speak my truth...

Suffering emotional and mental abuse in my childhood i have long been effected by the symptoms of this disorder. At work, in relationships, simply making eye contact is an act of force. The burden of the disempowerment and shame has been tremendously heavy. And has taken an absolute toll. This house has been my cave from the outside world and my body has housed the same effect. The alter effects of this disorder have become an ingrained personality and i find myself baron from own life/self people and environments. Where the pain cycles even more. My perceptions are tangled with fear, hopelessness and not being enough. I have lived in the dark for over 20 years of my life, in the instance of prolonging a traumatised event or experience. This is literally my first move toward connection and recovery. Being in your company and having the information specific to this suffering is truly a blessed relief. It brings hope.