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Thanks for the welcome, yes I have a therapist, and a psychiatrist. Some days just really suck. I'm better today. Sorry about that earlier post.
Time doesn't heal all wounds, it buries them,
then they come back like zombies and eat your brain.
Therapy today, I'm taking my wife of 15 years for the first time. We communicate well together, so I'm kinda looking forward to this, and getting her some tools to help when I get real down. Wish us luck.

47 Yr old Male. Trauma happened several times, in several ways, by several people as a child. Ended up in the Army in the Gulf War 88-91, saw things I can't forget. Now so many years later, I don't function so well. It seams like everyday is a different challenge, a different reminder, another flashback. The dreams have become so real I sometimes can't tell weather or not they are real memories or just dreams. Winter is worse then summer. I'm not sure where this leads... I feel like the end is coming soon, and frankly I welcome the relief sometimes. Is there hope? I'm not so sure.