Hi Max, just wanted to say what a beautiful poem. I think it's sometimes easier to express yourself when its the raw stuff coming out as you're healing. This is so on point, poignant and moving and yet you sound like you have so much of a handle/perspective on things despite what you've gone through. Kudos. I really hope for you that you find and rediscover that inner child more and more - it's so worth it - even when I've thought of trying to turn back and go back to my old modus operandi I've realised that it's not the true way forward. It's going to be painful, but the more you are with yourself the more I think you get to be free.

