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Hi San. I've missed you terribly. 

Hi Hope 

BSSRose,
makes so much more sense now. I wasn't sure how librarian worked in the sentense...but figured you did. I'm so glad you feel free "librariated"  . I really hope it continues to grow and grow, your liberty...even as its a few years down the road since this happened.

Hello everyone...please forgive my absense. Things just got to be too much. I miss you all terriblly. I am now divorced, as of the 18th of January. And becuase my support payments take nearly 65% of my net income, I'm being forced into bankruptcy. Sux, but I already decided to be okay with it. Most of my debt is from the marriage...she got the house and kids, and I got all the marital debt. And of course the support payments as well.

I am still in therapy...which is so so important. Love you all so so so so much!!!

 

to you Andy
Hope 

Hope 

San, sister of my heart, sending you all my love and strength!!!
And lots and lots of warm healing loving hugs.

WB,
Sorry about how the events played out at the party you attended. Glad you were able to get yourself away before got too bad. I've never been to a party that wasn't a family thing. So...I don't know how I would handle it.  As of yet, I've never even been invited...so probably shouldn't worry huh? 

My therapist recommended anxiety meds a few weeks ago, so when had appointment with psychiatrist last week, I told her. She got me on some now. That jogged my memory to you. Some weeks ago you had mentioned about CBDs helping you with your anxiety. So...a few nights ago went online and ordered me some! So excited to givethem a try! I read up on them and justknow I will get relief for a handful of things I strugle with. I'm so glad you had shared about that! 

Hey sister of my heart, gonna join yuo on porch too.
Saw my psych today, med check. Gave her the update for the past 3 months. Took way more out of me than I thought. So...sitting on rocking chair on porch with you. Sending you lots and lots of hugs and love, San. 

WB, it's hard for those not walking in our shoes, to even begin to imagine how exhausting it is to live our lives.  Not just physical exhuastion, but mental and emotional as well.  It can really drain the life out of you. So, having said that, we do need to celebrate the tiniest of victories....washing our hair, or some other task that others would find trivial.

Glad it made you smile, BlueBerry! That was my intent. 

 
San, sound like you made a big breakthru today! Lots of love and hugs Sis!!!

Well Done WB! A little bit of self-reflection and realization is huge! I'm so proud of you!

And yes, any rest you take is far beyond well deserved, it's like owed to you! I'm so glad you took that route, and rested more before getting on with your day!

Same goes for me, as well. Those thoughts live in my head constantly.

 
Well done on hair washing.
Sometimes it's all I can do, to do the basics as well.