I just had to reply to say that I also found so many similarities to my life in these posts.
And as I only first posted yesterday I'm not sure what the best way to say that I deeply feel for you and all of us and heard you and truly understand and believe you.
I could quote from almost each and every paragraph in this chain so far as each "event" or "memory" or "belief" is something that I experienced or very similar.
Thank you so much and to everyone for having the courage and strength to post here and for being willing to share so much.
Just by reading your story has already today, taken some weight off and reminded me that I need to continue to accept that this is real, there is a "reason" why I've suffered all my life and it wasn't ever my fault.
It brings in to sharp focus where my brain and thoughts need to go to continue to heal from the emotional wounds that my parents inflicted.
I "get it all", I truly do.
And as I only first posted yesterday I'm not sure what the best way to say that I deeply feel for you and all of us and heard you and truly understand and believe you.
I could quote from almost each and every paragraph in this chain so far as each "event" or "memory" or "belief" is something that I experienced or very similar.
Thank you so much and to everyone for having the courage and strength to post here and for being willing to share so much.
Just by reading your story has already today, taken some weight off and reminded me that I need to continue to accept that this is real, there is a "reason" why I've suffered all my life and it wasn't ever my fault.
It brings in to sharp focus where my brain and thoughts need to go to continue to heal from the emotional wounds that my parents inflicted.
I "get it all", I truly do.