Hi,
I'm in my sixties and knowing my childhood trauma history is not news. I've done therapy and hard work to build a good life that now seems to me to be dissembling because my husband is in crisis
. I am struggling between my healed self and my wounded child remembering the hopelessness I learned when I was kidnapped at nine. Currently, I feel frightened by impending destruction of my cherished life. I want to run, to hide. I push forward but I am sad. Suffering a broken heart is one thing but suffering a loss of hope for me is devastating.
Is there anyone out there who was kidnapped as a child by others or family? I would like to share with you about your experience of losing hope and accepting the unacceptable circumstances you lived through.
I'm in my sixties and knowing my childhood trauma history is not news. I've done therapy and hard work to build a good life that now seems to me to be dissembling because my husband is in crisis
. I am struggling between my healed self and my wounded child remembering the hopelessness I learned when I was kidnapped at nine. Currently, I feel frightened by impending destruction of my cherished life. I want to run, to hide. I push forward but I am sad. Suffering a broken heart is one thing but suffering a loss of hope for me is devastating.Is there anyone out there who was kidnapped as a child by others or family? I would like to share with you about your experience of losing hope and accepting the unacceptable circumstances you lived through.