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#1
Medication / Re: Antidepressants
September 07, 2018, 05:05:40 PM
I know this is a bit of an old thread, but just wanted to describe my experience. I've was on Sertraline, max dose of 7 years, last year I started therapy with a clinical psychologist and one of the first things we talked about was antidepressants and their effect on feeling emotions, I wasn't feeling anything at the time, just living in this entirely numb bubble, so in May this year without input from any doctors or anything I decided to come off the Sertraline, I'd already stopped taking any other antidepressants, mood stabilisers, antipsychotics and tranquilizers beforehand and have to say now around 3 months after stopping taking Sertraline I can feel so much more, and for the first time in as long as I can remember I actually feel alive.
When discussing the effects of antidepressants and other medication with the psychologist and having read about it quite extensively I came to the conclusion that they don't stop working as such, but what they do end up doing is preventing the natural variation in brain chemicals that lead to you feeling happy, or sad or anything really (at least in my case), I believe there is a strong case for taking antidepressants, but at least for me I probably took them for about 6 years to long. I believe there is research out there that does recommend not staying on antidepressant for too long, I think in my case I'd been "depressed" for around 3 years before starting to take antidepressants and the benefits of taking them had worn off after about a year, i.e. the benefit in terms of raising my mood had worked after about a year, but then following 6 years that I took them just left me feeling flat or numb.
Just my experience.
#2
General Discussion / Re: Can't cry
July 28, 2018, 02:49:24 PM
I'm the same, not really cried in 26 years since my mother (my abuser) died, but recently having come off all my meds I've started to feel teary and a couple of times when reading an article where people have been kind to others I've cried, not much but at least cried and have felt that sense of calm afterwards.
Is good to know that with time and "strength" I may be able to feel and cry again.
#3
Only recently joined the forum, but I've been getting this way more recently, especially since I've stopped all medication, so good to see that this is considered "normal". Feels so much better to know it.