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Thanks ya'll,
Giving myself a break right now is easier said than done. I run the family business. No breaks for me..
I've seen a phychiatrist who just wants my money. Had my meds changed more times than I can count. I do have a therapist I like but he is hard to get into see.....
My husband has been out of work for 2 months now and all money responsibility falls on me and I don't make enough to pay our bills.
Now I have to get a second job and I can't hardly function at my first one

 
I'm new here and looking for a place of support. My sky is falling and I no longer have the strength to hold it up. I am a survivor of 10 years of CSA by both parents. I still see my mother everyday. I'm tired. I'm scared. I feel trapped after all these years. I've become a prescription drug addict because I can't function under normal pressures anymore.
I don't want any friends. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I have lost all interest in everything I used to enjoy..
Thanks for listening,