Hope this shows up on my feed- a little about me- I "woke up" about one and a half years ago after being in a fog and in shock most of my life.
I know of no one else who has gone through this. Once I realized that I had CPTSD, I completely isolated myself for more than a year. I even stopped going to my AA meetings.
I am sober 13 years.
I realized what has always been my very lonely and unhappy life was because of CPTSD- and also it is generational. My mother is still in her trauma.
My 2 aunts (Mom's sisters) have had it too- Aunt Mary drank herself to death at 50- and Aunt Peggy has been living with this her whole life.
They were very mistreated by my grandmother.
My mother mistreated my sister and me.
I have read so much about this. I have it absolutely. I want to heal and get well. I cannot do this by myself- I have no one currently to rely on-
Please help- Dare
I know of no one else who has gone through this. Once I realized that I had CPTSD, I completely isolated myself for more than a year. I even stopped going to my AA meetings.
I am sober 13 years.
I realized what has always been my very lonely and unhappy life was because of CPTSD- and also it is generational. My mother is still in her trauma.
My 2 aunts (Mom's sisters) have had it too- Aunt Mary drank herself to death at 50- and Aunt Peggy has been living with this her whole life.
They were very mistreated by my grandmother.
My mother mistreated my sister and me.
I have read so much about this. I have it absolutely. I want to heal and get well. I cannot do this by myself- I have no one currently to rely on-
Please help- Dare