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i posted a general topic on the discussion. but i was sexually abused by my step grandfather til i was 16 all the way since i was a child. any one that can relate? i really other people who havebeen through what ive been through to talk to. im stuck in a house w my abuser bc his wife, my gradnmother doesnt believe me and i live evryday with im right down the hall and i cant go to my moms bc she just got married. so im stuck . thoughts? 

saw my therapist today and it was good its working and im so happpy

its good to hear someone has been through what im going through. but everyday ill get better with the help of the oots family and my therapist. i actually got some crystals to help with the vibes in my room so im hoping ill feel better until i can get out of here

i love the lighthouse idea!!!!!!!! im so going to do it

any tattoo artist/artist on here that can help me design a tattoo for this froum? ive only been on here for a week but its helped more than anything. i want to remember this forum forever

im new to how to use the forum so im still trying to figure out how to reply, but im tearing up bc ive never had anyone understand the seriousness of it all. if i ever need anyone i am forsure going to reach. thanks for the virtual hugs theyre very much felt. <3

im new to this forum, a newly diagnosed with cptsd. i live with my abuser and can never come out of my room because he makes me feel on edge every second of everyday. hes my step grandfather and he sexually abused all the way till i was 15. life is crippling because i feel like cant move at all. hes married to my grandmother and has been in my life since i was born. i also have bipolar/ocd mother who grew up verbally abusing me over little things. my dad has never been stable hes recovering alcoholic of 20 plus years. my therapist recommended this forum for me and im going to start posting and become active. i think its gonna become my safe place when i need it most. my grandmother refuses to believe me when i tell her he did it she in denial about. she doesnt even know ive been diagnosed because if i tell her she will think its all made up. she doesnt understand why i cant talk to her about it. but she deosnt listen. she sleeps in the same bed with him at night and doesnt care. its out of sight out of mind. please some one reply with their thoughts