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My narc father is a lawyer and pretty conservative. I was the free spirited, creative child who didn't have the same opinions and interests as him (and my biggest dream was to work as a musician, what a shame!). I guess it wasn't easy to shape me into what he wanted me to be. I believe that's why I became the scapegoat. Maybe it's a compliment in a way...

My little brother (we're three, I'm the oldest) has always been the golden child. He's more like our father (not narcissistic though), and shares the same interests as him. After I cut the contact with my father five and a half years ago, my sister took over the role as the scapegoat. She is a lot like me.
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Please Introduce Yourself Here / Hello!
June 29, 2017, 09:02:48 PM
Hi!

I'm a 25 year old Scandinavian woman who suffers from CPTSD.

On the outside I'm hard working (I have to keep myself busy all the time to cope with all the emotions) and happy. But inside I'm a scared little girl who's terrified for everything and suffers from anxiety, toxic shame, OCD+++. One thing that makes me able to cope with everything is music. I sing, play different instruments and write my own songs.

I grew up with severe emotional abuse from my narcissistic father and bullying at school. A few years ago I was the victim of sexual abuse by a man I though was my friend.

Well... I don't know what more to say.. I'm looking for others to share experiences with. So... Text me if you want to!  :hug: