P.S. Mother why am I the one who you have never accepted? you tell me it was my decision to leave the country but I did it 50% because you favoured my sister and never let me in your house the rest was better job opportunities and better future for our kids. If sis did that you would welcome her back with open arms every time. You have always found me 'rebellious' even though my sister can talk back to you and be real, I cant. You told me if I ever 'slept around' when I was a teenager or did drugs I would never be allowed in that house ever again. Sis did all that and you love her to bits. My husband was my first kiss, the first guy I held hands with and sis is the opposite to me. I will never be "good enough' for you so stop telling me its what I do that makes you not allow me back in the house.
Stop telling me this, its *. * * * * * * * * * *.
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