Thank you, San. This EF is second longest one I have dealt with since I can identify an EF. I have probably had worse before, but I wasn't aware back then. A new wave is coming, and I am trying very hard to not let it start right now. Once it starts there is nothing I can do, and I don't want to go through it consecutively with no breaks in between.
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I think I will keep checking out. I am trying hard to not be dragged down. The weight can be unbearable.
I wish I were stronger. I wish my survival was a guarantee.
But at least now I know one thing. I want to live. All the voices that want me to give up, they are just exhaustion and despair. Need to keep reminding myself of that.
Good luck, my friends.
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I think I will keep checking out. I am trying hard to not be dragged down. The weight can be unbearable.
I wish I were stronger. I wish my survival was a guarantee.
But at least now I know one thing. I want to live. All the voices that want me to give up, they are just exhaustion and despair. Need to keep reminding myself of that.
Good luck, my friends.