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#1
AV - Avoidance / CPTSD and OSDD?
November 21, 2016, 11:37:46 PM
Hi everyone,

It has been a while since I visited the forums. I wanted to ask if anyone here has or suspects they might have OSDD-1 as well as CPTSD. I've always wondered myself, but put it to the back of my mind as I felt the CPTSD label was plenty to deal with in itself! There doesn't seem to be a whole lot of information about OSDD online, especially the differentiation between DID or CPTSD. I think I've read pretty much every article there is to read on the topic now, and I'm getting a better understanding -- especially in relation to the Theory of Structural Dissociation of the Personality, that OSDD-1 is similar to CPTSD in that they both involve secondary structural dissociation. I guess you could say OSDD-1 just goes one step further on the dissociation spectrum.

Prior reading I did on OSDD-1 was quite clear on categorising what constituted OSDD-1a and OSDD-1b, and I ended up dismissing my suspicions as I didn't fit either of those criteria, rather I fit both! I've since been reading more on the topic, and there are people who talk about this still being OSDD-1.

This has all come up for me again after a particularly illuminating session with my T the other day where I discovered a child part of me who doesn't identify with my adult body and sees themselves as 'trapped' in my body. It's been quite a revelation to me as it puts my longstanding body image issues in a totally different light. Things seem to make more sense now.

Despite all this, I do feel that the distinction between the two (CPTSD and OSDD-1) isn't all that different anyway when it comes to the type of therapy I do or the work I do with my T, so really does it matter what my official label is? It's not like I'm going to start telling people I have OSDD-1 as well as CPTSD (CPTSD is difficult enough to explain, and I normally just say I have PTSD).

Anyway, I'd be interested to hear your thoughts.
#2
Please Introduce Yourself Here / Hello everyone
June 28, 2016, 01:05:23 AM
Hello,

Thanks for having me here. I just stumbled across these forums while Googling the difference between CPTSD and OSDD and thought it would be a good idea to join. It's really great to see a forum dedicated to CPTSD. I've joined another forum before but found it all a bit triggering most of the time so I don't go there very often. Hopefully I can stay around here longer.

I'm at an interesting point in my life at the moment where I have managed to put lots of great things in place to support myself while I heal from the abuse I experienced in my childhood and adolescense. My partner is very understanding and supportive, I've reconnected with a few old friends, I'm going to trauma-sensitive yoga classes and I started seeing a new therapist in Sept who specialises in trauma and various treatment approaches including EMDR. On the flip side I withdrew from my university degree last year and I don't have a job (and don't feel able to get one at this stage). I'm very lucky to have my partner financially supporting me, but I'm plagued by guilt over my inability to do all the things a 'normal' adult does.

It's strange feeling like I've put all these positive things in place in my life, but at the same time feeling like I'm going nowhere.

I also like to knit and crochet, an activity I find very relaxing and rewarding.

I guess that's me for now. I look forward to getting involved more and hearing others' stories.  :)