so I've just been so depressed lately and cutting and I honestly don't know what to do. I don't want to cut anymore and I dissociated and have no memory of doing this. My children are getting older and I can't do this anymore. I tried to volunteer into a psych ward but they said I wasn't a threat so they couldn't emit me. I don't understand. Does anyone have any ideas for me? I'm so desperate... my symptoms are going haywire and I also have fibromyalgia and endometriosis along with cptsd. It's getting so overwhelming and I have a therapist and all that but nothings helping lately