I just have to share my experience with Kanna - a legal herb from Africa. It has the longest recorded history of any other psychoactive herb. It is considered an SSRI. It has no recorded side effects. There are no reports of withdrawal symptoms. I have already cut my dose in half with no symptoms. Kanna can be smoked (effects will be instantaneous), snorted (burns nose), or taken sublingually (this is how I take it). I use a very small pinch of it under the tongue for about 15 minutes, I do not swallow my saliva, then I spit it out and rinse my mouth. Things taken sublingually do not go through the g.i. tract. Pharmaceutical antidepressants caused me to have IBS for 25 years! I have no side-effects what-so-ever. Kanna does not cause sexual side-effects either.
On the Kanna I believe I feel like normal (non-depressed) people. I believe this based on listening to people. I am a very spiritual person, but unmedicated I never FEEL the love, peace and joy that most people with my outlook and habits report feeling, e.g. I can "know" I have a lot to be grateful for, but I cannot FEEL gratitude. Now that my serotonin levels are adequate, my 30 years of recovery work is coming to fruition in an experiential way - amazing! I have created a good life during those 30 years, but I still could not enjoy it. Now I can!
Since starting the Kanna I've come off of: 5-HTP, DHEA, Passion Flower, and Lemon Balm that I used to treat the depression and the insomnia it creates. I'm also going to come off of Theanine and Doxilamine Succanate (an antihistamine used for sleep). When I was on pharmaceutical anti-depressants I didn't need anything else for sleep, but I've been on a buttload of stuff these last 3 years since my g.i. tract couldn't handle the anti-depressants anymore.
I have been thinking about the chicken and the egg. Why were my parents so troubled? And their parents? Could the genesis be untreated low-level depression that made life little more than a chore? Can this kind of suffering create personality disorders? I give myself a lot of credit for living such a functional life and helping/contributing to the world in a positive way even though I felt pretty miserable. That's what 30 years of therapy had bought me. Now I get the whole reward - enjoying life, FEELING happiness, peace, joy, gratitude, contentment, good-will. WOW!!!
On the Kanna I believe I feel like normal (non-depressed) people. I believe this based on listening to people. I am a very spiritual person, but unmedicated I never FEEL the love, peace and joy that most people with my outlook and habits report feeling, e.g. I can "know" I have a lot to be grateful for, but I cannot FEEL gratitude. Now that my serotonin levels are adequate, my 30 years of recovery work is coming to fruition in an experiential way - amazing! I have created a good life during those 30 years, but I still could not enjoy it. Now I can!
Since starting the Kanna I've come off of: 5-HTP, DHEA, Passion Flower, and Lemon Balm that I used to treat the depression and the insomnia it creates. I'm also going to come off of Theanine and Doxilamine Succanate (an antihistamine used for sleep). When I was on pharmaceutical anti-depressants I didn't need anything else for sleep, but I've been on a buttload of stuff these last 3 years since my g.i. tract couldn't handle the anti-depressants anymore.
I have been thinking about the chicken and the egg. Why were my parents so troubled? And their parents? Could the genesis be untreated low-level depression that made life little more than a chore? Can this kind of suffering create personality disorders? I give myself a lot of credit for living such a functional life and helping/contributing to the world in a positive way even though I felt pretty miserable. That's what 30 years of therapy had bought me. Now I get the whole reward - enjoying life, FEELING happiness, peace, joy, gratitude, contentment, good-will. WOW!!!