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Two months ago I started to suffer from a depressive episode that still last....

I have found that restricting food intake makes me feel in control of everything.
I don't count calories or anything, I just eat as little as I can.

Does anyone feel the same?

What I mean by "delayed affective development" are things like not knowing how to give an hug or how to play with others.

I was misdiagnosed as having autism as a child due to it, I think I actually had RAD.

I have read many descriptions of it, but I don't understand it.

There are no words, how can I introduce myself? I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't be anywhere.


"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-

I like reading, so?

So...

I would like to lock up myself in a book, write my story from the beginning with my own will, will-ink, a good blue one like the infinite ocean. It's peaceful to just float and forget about everything, it wash everything away...


I am 22 as far as I remember.

Student, worker... I am by my own.



Chronic PTSD diagnosis from child abuse


Hi everyone