I was just reading your post & I can understand your frustration. Somestimes it can take 12 sessions just to begin to feel safe with a T ! It you do EMDR again, ask the T to review grounding & internal resources with you. She should be able to use EMDR to install resources & that may decrease the intensity. I have done a lot of EMDR & it was really helpful.
There is a good book called It's Not Your Fault" by Laura Engels. I found it helpful.
Hope things are getting better.
There is a good book called It's Not Your Fault" by Laura Engels. I found it helpful.
Hope things are getting better.