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#1
hi Tisarah,
when i was 10 i broke my ankle and my mother who was a RN told me to stop beinga silly little girl and just walk on it. i couldn't and after 10 days her boss told her to take me for an xray it was a bad break not only was i in a cast for 8 weeks i was not allowed to go to school in cas i got knocked over. my mother also told me to stop whinging and let her sleep when i was screaming in pain as my appendix had burst, that time she took me to hospital after she had cooked dinner. this probable would have been bearable if she had been the bad parent but she was the nice one, my father was a really horrible man. i know this sound terribel but it is so great to read that somone had a similar experience to me. i also have trouble recognising my mothers neglect/abuse i always believed that she was a saintbecause she was sober and didn't throw me into walls but it wasn't so they both sucked and it was that bad for both of us.
#2
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August 22, 2015, 03:50:10 PM
 Hello,
i am a person who has cptsd, it sucks. i had a * childhood with violent parent and a then marrie a man with a mental illness then divorced him and married somone with npd, i am seperated from him (he is not happy with me). so after 44 years of living with people who abused me i am now on my own and scared all the time. I put on a coping face when my kids are home but mostly i am just scared. last year i sat on the lounge room florr for six months then started counselling i had a severe reaction to all the medication so i cant even fake it till i make it. it is nice to have a name for how i feel rather than just thinking i am really f..d up. i dont know if this forom will help but it will give me something to do on nights like tonight when sleep is never going to happen.