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Recovery Journals / Re: Armee's Journal - A New Chapter
« on: March 19, 2023, 05:10:18 PM »
armee, thank you for sharing what you're going thru. i agree w/ the amount of courage you have, your determination to keep going even tho it brings up these doubts. i do know those symptoms you've been battling for so long have an origin. your progress in healing your traumas is showing you, not only by seeing all these parts now and allowing you to present them to others, but also what a toll your situation has taken on your mind.
i agree w/ your T, that all of this has been part of a protective shield for you. it seems you are finally at a point of strength where you're able to begin acknowledging these protective parts who have taken care of you for so long. and, may i reiterate, i know it was real, i completely believe you went thru that horrific experience and survived it, and i know you are not crazy. crazy people live in an alternative reality, which is not what you do. the reality of what happened to you has taken its toll - what you're doing now is fighting your way to conquering and overcoming that reality.
one of the reasons i'm so sure about this is that you've now reached a point, after continuing to chip away at this, where your mind is able to function more normally by having the ability once again to imagine, to see images, something that was taken from you by force. armee, i'm overcome w/ emotion at seeing this. always on your side and sitting w/ you. much love, and a hug filled w/ continuing brain bloom
i agree w/ your T, that all of this has been part of a protective shield for you. it seems you are finally at a point of strength where you're able to begin acknowledging these protective parts who have taken care of you for so long. and, may i reiterate, i know it was real, i completely believe you went thru that horrific experience and survived it, and i know you are not crazy. crazy people live in an alternative reality, which is not what you do. the reality of what happened to you has taken its toll - what you're doing now is fighting your way to conquering and overcoming that reality.
one of the reasons i'm so sure about this is that you've now reached a point, after continuing to chip away at this, where your mind is able to function more normally by having the ability once again to imagine, to see images, something that was taken from you by force. armee, i'm overcome w/ emotion at seeing this. always on your side and sitting w/ you. much love, and a hug filled w/ continuing brain bloom
