No, Raine, that is a totally good point. I think at the time it just clicked with me and justified that my feelings were to be mine to had. Feeling numb or dissociative is the worst though. Not feeling connected to your body or self just sometimes feels like a flashback to me. I used to feel that way so much that now when I feel numb it just feels like some horrible flashback. It is retraumatizing!
Quote from: Rain on November 10, 2014, 04:06:46 PM
Lovely, to add a bit more ...and to NOT take away from what your professor said, but I do not think it is entirely true his phrase.
When pain is so overwhelming, we block it. We go numb. We do not "feel it" then. So, to feel nothing ...be numb ...is to not know ones worst pain.