Hallo there. I once told a friend that if I ever found the perfect relationship I was going to quit it. "Why?" they asked. "Because I'd only spoil it" came my punchline. I think we place on others a burden that only we ourselves can discharge; to bring our happiness into being. Of course one cannot or should put up with glaring imperfections and damaging flaws! But, as they say, no ones perfect and no one else can *make* me happy. That's an inside job. I'm lucky now to have a marriage where I seek to share the happiness I have rather than my previous modus operandi kicking in. Which was to sit on top of the relationship and suck out the happiness like a co-dependent vampire I was.
Yes, I'm not a perfect husband and my wife isn't the perfect wife. We argue about physics and drink just a bit too much wine (but never to drunkeness). She can be sarcastic to a breathtaking degree and I can be practically dysfunctional to the point of inflicting mental pain on the poor woman. But we are so lucky because we just ask ourselves to be friends and take responsibility for our own happiness. The better to then share it.
This condition has cost me so much in relationships. So much. But has it made me mindful of getting and keeping it right.
I hope I haven't come over smug or anything. Nowt worse than "you're down so listen to how together I am" but if I'm to talk about relationships whilst in a relationship I suppose I run that risk. If I have annoyed you on that count, please forgive me. I just wanted to illustrate my points with a practical example.
Yes, I'm not a perfect husband and my wife isn't the perfect wife. We argue about physics and drink just a bit too much wine (but never to drunkeness). She can be sarcastic to a breathtaking degree and I can be practically dysfunctional to the point of inflicting mental pain on the poor woman. But we are so lucky because we just ask ourselves to be friends and take responsibility for our own happiness. The better to then share it.
This condition has cost me so much in relationships. So much. But has it made me mindful of getting and keeping it right.
I hope I haven't come over smug or anything. Nowt worse than "you're down so listen to how together I am" but if I'm to talk about relationships whilst in a relationship I suppose I run that risk. If I have annoyed you on that count, please forgive me. I just wanted to illustrate my points with a practical example.