This is a subject that is always on my mind, some days more than others. Today is one of those days so I started researching. This isn't the first time, so I already know what I've read, but that doesn't stop my feelings of being damaged. Today I read about adult symptoms of CSA and I feel like the poster child.
To name a few:
Boundary issues
Somatic issues
Eating disorder
Depression
Anxiety
Self-harm
Passivity
Relationship issues - entering in adult abusive relationships
Guilt, shame, self blame
Dissociative patterns
Self-esteem issues
Isolating behavior
Disturbed sleeping patterns
I haven't left the house in four days, had a minor relapse in self harm, so my goal is to get out today. Of course the weather is really bad (for being in a mild climate), but I should go.