Welcome SpookyAlice, and I am so glad you took the brave leap to post. I am only newly diagnosed in March of this year, but I know CPTSD has affected me all of my life. Since I was a small child. I am 58.
You are so brave to fight through an ED and triumph! But yes, I get that you thought you would be out of the woods, and when it turned out that all the ED was? Was a mask for something more that still needs to be addressed? The CPTSD? Distressing! But I am so glad you are working through it all one step at a time. And we are glad you are here!
Do you have a therapist for CPTSD? Have you read Pete Walker's book Complex PTSD: From Surviving To Thriving? The book has really a lot of information for understanding the affliction and for finding a way out of the maze.
I hope you find this forum to be a safe place for hope and healing and welcome!
You are so brave to fight through an ED and triumph! But yes, I get that you thought you would be out of the woods, and when it turned out that all the ED was? Was a mask for something more that still needs to be addressed? The CPTSD? Distressing! But I am so glad you are working through it all one step at a time. And we are glad you are here!
Do you have a therapist for CPTSD? Have you read Pete Walker's book Complex PTSD: From Surviving To Thriving? The book has really a lot of information for understanding the affliction and for finding a way out of the maze.
I hope you find this forum to be a safe place for hope and healing and welcome!