Fairyslipper-
I love the fact that you are so positive about your growth and recovery, both what is happening now and what will take place in the future. That is exactly what will see you through some of the more challenging aspects of the process. My t told me over and over to remember that we are always doing the best we are capable of in all situations, and it took me such a long time to believe that this even MIGHT be true. I thought she was just doing "therapist talk" -or like that nonsense "don't worry, be happy" stuff. But guess what? As soon as I entertained the thought more seriously, it helped me to forgive myself for not being perfect enough and helps me move on and get more into the present moment. So I guess it doesn't actually have to be completely true so long as it helps....
You are deserving of all the good you can manifest for yourself in this life. You have what it takes to discover that goodness and to begin seeing yourself through that lens more and more often. The daily commitment to do so is the most important tool you will likely have to discover how amazing you really are! As a runner, you know about getting through the struggle and finally finding your "sweet spot" when the breathing becomes easier and you know that this is where you belong. Lace up those shoes and watch the magic unfold!
I love the fact that you are so positive about your growth and recovery, both what is happening now and what will take place in the future. That is exactly what will see you through some of the more challenging aspects of the process. My t told me over and over to remember that we are always doing the best we are capable of in all situations, and it took me such a long time to believe that this even MIGHT be true. I thought she was just doing "therapist talk" -or like that nonsense "don't worry, be happy" stuff. But guess what? As soon as I entertained the thought more seriously, it helped me to forgive myself for not being perfect enough and helps me move on and get more into the present moment. So I guess it doesn't actually have to be completely true so long as it helps....
You are deserving of all the good you can manifest for yourself in this life. You have what it takes to discover that goodness and to begin seeing yourself through that lens more and more often. The daily commitment to do so is the most important tool you will likely have to discover how amazing you really are! As a runner, you know about getting through the struggle and finally finding your "sweet spot" when the breathing becomes easier and you know that this is where you belong. Lace up those shoes and watch the magic unfold!