It's only the past few yrs I've been off and on anti dep - ( since mid thirties - am now 42
They have been the spacious and bane of my life
Each time I've gone on I've had a different experience
This last time the side effects have been worse namely problems with cognition and memory -
It's making my job as a nurse really difficult and I can't carry on like this -
Things are different now - I've done work with child trauma specialist and am in recovery for eating and have lot support
It scares me to come off but I can't carry on - so I feel I'm gonna go for it -
I want to be a good nurse but i can't in this current state - it's ironically 'getting me down '
My mind jumps all over the place and problems concentrating and retaining information -
Not that I had the best memory b4 but now it is bad -
Thank you for listening
I am so grateful for out of the storm. -
Being in the storm is no fun - today was a tough day mentally
They have been the spacious and bane of my life
Each time I've gone on I've had a different experience
This last time the side effects have been worse namely problems with cognition and memory -
It's making my job as a nurse really difficult and I can't carry on like this -
Things are different now - I've done work with child trauma specialist and am in recovery for eating and have lot support
It scares me to come off but I can't carry on - so I feel I'm gonna go for it -
I want to be a good nurse but i can't in this current state - it's ironically 'getting me down '
My mind jumps all over the place and problems concentrating and retaining information -
Not that I had the best memory b4 but now it is bad -
Thank you for listening
I am so grateful for out of the storm. -
Being in the storm is no fun - today was a tough day mentally