Hi
I haven't been on oots storm for sometime .. it's good to be back .
Thank u for sharing .
I made a firm decision maybe couple yrs ago that when the thoughts come and will say to them ' NO STOP ...we are not going there ... It is not an option .
I've been struggling a lot of triggers and associated symptoms .
There is a pull to go along with suicidal ideation as it feels comforting ..
But I'm still sticking to my commitment to not entertain .
If had thoughts intermittently for many yrs ... Doesn't get easier though ..
I have a v healthy fear of going down that road. It's clear they jump on as a way to give a relief that's when I need to self soothe and comfort myself ... Which yep isn't easy when PTSD sympts are high ..
But that's what I need to do and to call my mh team line
I haven't been on oots storm for sometime .. it's good to be back .
Thank u for sharing .
I made a firm decision maybe couple yrs ago that when the thoughts come and will say to them ' NO STOP ...we are not going there ... It is not an option .
I've been struggling a lot of triggers and associated symptoms .
There is a pull to go along with suicidal ideation as it feels comforting ..
But I'm still sticking to my commitment to not entertain .
If had thoughts intermittently for many yrs ... Doesn't get easier though ..
I have a v healthy fear of going down that road. It's clear they jump on as a way to give a relief that's when I need to self soothe and comfort myself ... Which yep isn't easy when PTSD sympts are high ..
But that's what I need to do and to call my mh team line