Thank you Marta! Sleep did help, I think I managed to convey the message politely.
He smiled and said hello to me when he saw me later that day. But I didn't manage to do a good workout though. But I did do a workout.
I am stress eating. Like A lot. And I feel guilty about it.
I don't feel like I have a lot of control in my life. My life is largely in the hands of others. And it is a waiting game.
I even joined one of those dating apps, but even there I'm not really worthy or interesting enough for the men - which sucks, I am finally ready to go on a date. They say Women have it easy, hundreds of likes, and being swamped with messages. I got tumbleweed. Doesn't do well for my confidence, I'll tell you.
But I'm trying. I got my head above water more than I did this time last year. So there's been progress. And I got to keep that in mind. It would just be really, really nice if I could just battle 1 thing for a little while. Or just nothing for about 6 months, until life kicks me down again. A little break would be great.
He smiled and said hello to me when he saw me later that day. But I didn't manage to do a good workout though. But I did do a workout.
I am stress eating. Like A lot. And I feel guilty about it.
I don't feel like I have a lot of control in my life. My life is largely in the hands of others. And it is a waiting game.
I even joined one of those dating apps, but even there I'm not really worthy or interesting enough for the men - which sucks, I am finally ready to go on a date. They say Women have it easy, hundreds of likes, and being swamped with messages. I got tumbleweed. Doesn't do well for my confidence, I'll tell you.
But I'm trying. I got my head above water more than I did this time last year. So there's been progress. And I got to keep that in mind. It would just be really, really nice if I could just battle 1 thing for a little while. Or just nothing for about 6 months, until life kicks me down again. A little break would be great.