Thank you for your response Kizzie, I appreciate it. No I cant go to groups because there aren't any around here, Im in a rural area. All the groups are for indigenous people here, unfortunately im not indigenous.
I am glad I can talk to my therapist 1 hr a fortnight though. I just feel that if my husband started talking about why he's upset with me having sessions to his friends and not just to me all the time I know his friends will tell him I need it and he will stop having goes at me.
So that's why Im thinking of telling some people we know but it will be so stupid me telling them I have cptsd, I mean where do you start?
They'll probably just look at me and say OK you're spending too much time at home, you need to get out and stop being on you own with the kids so much, you must have cabin fever.
And if my husband is there he'll just say omg, here we go, she doesn't have anything its all her imagination!" and then ill be so embarrassed.
I am glad I can talk to my therapist 1 hr a fortnight though. I just feel that if my husband started talking about why he's upset with me having sessions to his friends and not just to me all the time I know his friends will tell him I need it and he will stop having goes at me.
So that's why Im thinking of telling some people we know but it will be so stupid me telling them I have cptsd, I mean where do you start?
They'll probably just look at me and say OK you're spending too much time at home, you need to get out and stop being on you own with the kids so much, you must have cabin fever.
And if my husband is there he'll just say omg, here we go, she doesn't have anything its all her imagination!" and then ill be so embarrassed.