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thank you, Hope.

Hi Rainy. Thinking of you.

Thank you, Papa Coco. I really appreciate you checking in and your kind thoughts.




I am so easily overwhelmed. It may be that I've been mostly in a triggered state (EF) for the last 13 months, ever since ex-H started taking about divorce. I've been trying to survive ever since. I was going to start listing the mountains, but will just say it has been extremely hard and has felt like too much for a very long time.

When I look to the future for employment and retirement. . . it looks grim. I won't go into all the details, but it brings me to a place of feeling terrified and hopeless. There is so much. Way too much.

 

 

Thank you, Armee, Blueberry, Moondance, Bach, and NarcKiddo.

Nice to come on here and receive your hugs. Thank you for that.

I'm having a really hard time.

 

It's been a long, difficult week.
Another weekend of working and working. Ugh.
Exhausted.

Welcome back home. Be kind to yourself. This is a big change and transition.

I relate a great deal to many of your thoughts and feelings regarding your marriage. It's really hard.

Your support means a lot to me.

Today was an okay day.

Thank you, Rainy, Armee, San, & Natureluvr.

I really don't know how I'm going to make it. It is too much. I can't do this. I have children (adults) so I must keep going, but I don't know how.

Thank you, Armee, Rainy, and San.

The work presentations went okay. My timing was good and I didn't say anything stupid.

It is another weekend of working all weekend. On top of that I have a cold. I am at the end of my rope.

Really bad day. Started with a completely flat tire. Ended up buying four tires. Bad day at work. I can't do this. I can't do this.