Quote from: woodsgnome on May 09, 2019, 07:52:28 PM
Thanks for that perspective, ellachimera. Reversing the woundology term is a beautiful counter to the hurt I felt on first encountering it.
It is precisely because we were wounded that we react the way that term seems to be suggesting. While the analysts and experts are free to use any words they like, in the end we're the ones that choose, based on our own experiences, how we play out those reactions whatever they're called.
Another saying that used to make me cringe was along the lines of "oh, you're just too sensitive." Meant as a negative, I'd rather be sensitive (and caring, and compassionate) and in regarding that as a positive quality to find a better way that we the wounded can incorporate into a healing part of who we are.
Yes woodsgnome: " in the end we're the ones that choose, based on our own experiences, how we play out those reactions whatever they're called".
I've had a lifetime of being accused of being too sensitive, too intense, too 'thin skinned', of being told I think too much, I analyse things too much, I'm too suggestible (as I desperately try to figure out how to please an abuser)...and for years I berated myself for these 'faults'.
I'm now choosing to feel proud of being a sensitive, thoughtful, caring and complex woman. I'm feeling proud of having survived years of traumatic assaults and abandonment with such traits intact. I feel the ability to choose to stand up to these accusations and see them for what they are - cruel accusations designed to 'cut me down to size' and thus to deny my human needs. Taunts designed to lessen the internal discomfort of the accusers, who know they themselves fall short on such traits and do not have the internal resources to meet my normal human needs.
I'm very conscious from the above thread of what a wonderfully rich resource OOTS is for those of us who have been wounded - particularly those wounded from birth. For those who have no safe place to which to return; for those whose lives were shattered at the very start. The consistency of experiences recounted here is, for me, fundamentally comforting - it is a huge validation of my life's struggles. It demonstrates to me that we are all born as human beings with needs that, if not met or if actively thwarted, will inevitably end up struggling with our wounds.
So those who accuse us with cruel terms such as woundology, as if we can choose to have our sensitivity, thin skins, and other supposed 'faults', deny the fundamental reality of our being human.